oh God!

I started to feed my angels mind about my *plan* study trip to UK by this September after i got that MARA Sponsorship reply last week. Iman keeps on telling me i wanna go to London, i wanna go to London, meanwhile Ilham is listening with curious look and end up the silence with - nak itut gak.. lam nak itut gak.. Arrggghhhh... i need to feed and bribe them more and more each day!

As for papa, he just give me a statement: "For the time being, i just feel like don't wanna go, you can proceed with your plan and we'll(him, kids and bibik) stay here...

Yeay.. but my mom plak keeps on asking..and citing this... kecian budak2 tu nak kena tinggal satu tahun...! Ah.. Ma, it's only 12 months.. not that long and nowadays we can just keep in touch thru Skype, Google Talk etc for free.. So we still can talk and get connected virtually thru that.. it's just that we can't touch each other for temporary! hehehe.. And i'll make them to visit me once or twice when i am there.. Airasia kan ada.. tukang pom tayar Airasia will help us get that discounted ticket sooooonnn..! hahaha...

And papa, thanks for now for the green light.. 12 months break is not that long but believe me this break will bring more sparks and colors in our relationship later..

"Ya Allah, i want this, i want this..."