i got visitors..

zairin & hubby visited loughborough, warwick university to reminiscence their sweet old days.. and they visited me! thanks for the dinner... hope u guys have fun! but today i read from the net that no flight gonna landed and departed from few European countries including UK due to Iceland volcanic eruption.. so highly likely they get stranded too.. so what to do?? hehehe more shopping ker?

what's next...

been thru this..


and this...


now.. experience this.. (early spring..)


can't wait for this..


and longing for this..



and the NEXT most wanted thing to do.... to fly back home and cuddle all of them..

Love u, miss u.. really!!

suddenly...

i am so conscious about getting wrinkle...
so i went out to Boots and get these....



i am so conscious about the scratch marks here and there all over the body..
so i bought a big bottle of this to heal the marks..



i am thinking about life at the old age after watching Grey's Anatomy...
so i wrote those line as my facebook updates.. and freaked out one of my good friend.. hehehe.. sorry mate!

"...when u are getting old... all you got is a bunch of yesterdays and very few of tomorrows..."

i am really really wanting to have another baby...(wish for a boy this time)..
so i removed the IUD last week and started my researches in order to reach my goal...
and started to think how to trim down the excess mass now before accumulate a fresh one later..
and think of how to make?
and when?
 and do and don'ts?
come on babeh! come on..



and finally...
i really want to score in the next 4 modules for my Msc..
and i am reading all of them now!
Pray and wish me luck folks for all A's this semester!!!

i am hopeless...

Scattered pieces of a broken soul,
How to recollect, need some reconstruction.
I feel my life, so out of control.
Does anyone have any advice, some form of instruction?

How did this make me feel so utterly worthless?
So demeaned in my very own eyes.
I didn't think I'd be so damn speechless,
That moment...that moment..

I walk alone today,
Wishing I did not have this emptiness,
Just praying that soon will come a better day.
So many feelings I never got to express.

red is in the air...

i am sooooo into red...i love everything about red.. some chinese said red is Ong! and wiki defines red color as symbolizes: action, confidence, courage, vitality.


so theme for my personal inventory list is red.. from shoe, phone, purse, bags, sweater, shirt and previous jazz too..almost everything..and best part is my kids love red too..

and the most recent things which i really fall in love with.. also red in color and i am so-so-so in love with this little bug! it's like love at first sight and i love each and every inch of it.. hopefully she will be mine forever, peacefully..coincident with Iman's request, she made a special request few days ago for another red ones!so here goes my next buddy, honey, sweetheart..

p/s: this is my valentine's gift!

darlings, happy valentine's day...

this heart is specially dedicated to darling hubby

miss u, miss u lotss..

and love u..

Happy Valentine's Day..

and to princess Iman & princess Ilham too... 

I love you all the most!