in merely 3 days..

i am gonna fly back home this 1st. September 2010...


datangku...

......dengan harapan..

pulangku....

.....dgn bermacam-macam.. all in one go! Alhamdulillah...

Just can't wait.

what do i do now..

look at those pictures... i am going crazy with this preliminary Spectral Response measurement.. yet...
more and more to come... but motivation for today is esok weekend! yeaaaaa yeaaa...

ini hasil kerja testing yg saya tunggu berjam-jam, di kanan adalah mende ajaib kecik -Solar Cell utk di test

ini kotak mende ajaib tu.. nanti dah siap semua masuk la dalam kotak tu utk diguna ramai...

belakang saya yg hitam adalah mesin Spectral Response Measurement.. dan saya yang keletihan.. hehehe

my face looks so awful, didn't i?

i.a.m.s.c.a.r.e.d....

yes.. i am scared.. result for last exam will be out anytime now...
i pray to Allah for good results..
i have done my best, tried so much...
give my full energy to it.. and really hope i can make thru.. all pass with flying colors... InsyaAllah..

Doa Hajat..

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

اللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى سَيِّدِنَا مُحَمَّدٍ صَلاَةً تُنَجِّيْنَا بِهَا مِنْ جَمِيْعِ الأَهْوَالِ وَالأَفَاتِ وَتَقْضِي لَنَا مِنْ جَمِيْعِ الْحَاجَات وَتُطَهِّرُنَا مِنْ جَمِيْعِ السَّيِّئَاتِ وَتَرْفَعُنَا بِهَا عِنْدَكَ أَعْلَى الدَّرَجَاتِ وَتُبَلِغُنَا بِهَا أَقْصَى الْغَايَاتِ مِنْ جَمِيْعِ الْخَيْرَاتِ فِيْ الْحَيَاةِ وَبَعْدَ الْمَمَاتِ وَعَلَى آلِهِ وَص َحْبِهِ وَسَلَّم.

اللَّهُمَّ يَا جَامِعَ الشَّتَّاتِ وَيَا مُخْرِجَ النَّبَاتِ وَيَامُحْيِىَ العِظَامِ الرُّفَاتِ وَيَا قَاضِيَ الْحَاجَاتِ وَيَا مُجِيْبَ الدَّعَوَاتِ وَيَا مُفَرِّجَ الكُرَبَاتِ وَيَا سَامِعَ الأَصْوَاتِ مِنْ فَوْقِ سَبْعِ سَمَوَاتِ وَيَا فَاتِحَ خَزَائِنَ الْكَرَمَاتِ وَيَا مَنْ مَلأَ َنُوْرِهِ الأَرْضَ وَالسَّمَوَاتِ وَيَا مَنْ أَحَاطَ بِكُلِّ شَيْءٍ عِلْمًا وَأَحْصَى كُلَّ شَيْءٍ عَدَدًا وَعَالِمًا بِمَا مَضَى وَمَا هُوَ آتٍ. نَسْأَلُكَ اللَّهُمَّ بِقُدْرَتِكَ عَلَى كُلِّ شَيْءٍ وَبِاسْتِغْنَائِكَ عَنْ جَمِيْعِ خَلْقِكَ وَبِحَمْدِكَ وَمَجْدِكَ يَا إِلَهَ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ أَنْْ تَجُوْدَ عَلَيْنَا بِقَضَاءِ حَاجَاتِنَا ....

وَأَنْ تَتَقَبَّلَ مِنَّا مَا بِهِ دَعَوْنَاكَ وَأَنْ تُعْطِيَنَا مَا سَأَلْنَاكَ بِحَقِّ سُوْرَةِ يس وَبِحَقِّ قَلْبِ القُرْآنِ وَبِحُرْمَةِ سَيِّدِنَا مُحَمَّدٍ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّم . اللَّهُمَّ لاَ تَدَعْ لَنَا ذَنْبًا إِلاَّ غَفَرْتَهُ وَلاَ عَيْبًا إِلاَّ سَتَرْتَهُ وَلاَ هَمًّا إِلاَّ فَرَّجْتَهُ وَلاَ عَزْبًا إِلاَّ زَوَّجْتَهُ وَلاَ كَرْبًا إِلاَّ كَشَفْتَهُ وَلاَ دَيْنًا إِلاَّ قَضَيْتَهُ وَلاَ ضَالاً إِلاَّ هَدَيْتَهُ وَلاَ عَائِلاً إِلاَّ أَغْنَيْتَهُ وَلاَ عَدْوًا إِلاَّ خَذَلْتَهُ وَكَفَيْتَهُ وَلاَ صَدِيْقًا إِلاَّ رَحِمْتَهُ وَكَافَيْتَهُ وَلاَّ فَسَادًا إِلاَّ أَصْلَحْتَهُ وَلاَ مَرِيْضًا إِلاَّ عَافَيْتَهُ وَلاَ غَائِبًا إِلاَّ رَدَدْتَهُ وَلاَ حَاجَةً مِنْ حَوَائِجِ الدُّنْيَا وَالأَخِرَةِ لَكَ فِيْهَا رِضَا وَلَنَا فِيْهَا صَلاَحٌ إِلاَّ قَضَيْتَهَا وَيَسَّرْتَهَا يَا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِيْن . وَاكْتُبِ اللَّهُمَّ السَّلاَمَةَ وَالصِّحَةَ وَالْعَافِيَةَ عَلَيْنَا وَعَلَيْهِمْ وَعَلَى عَبِيْدِكَ الْحُجَّاجِ وَالْغُزَّاةِ وَالزُّوَّارِ وَالْمُسَافِرِيْنَ وَالْمُقِيْمِيْنَ فِيْ الْبَرِّ وَالْبَحْرِ وَالْجَوِّ مِنَ الْمُسْلِمِيْنَ وَقِنَا شَرَّ الظَّالِمِيْنَ وَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى اْلقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِيْنَ وَاخْتِمْ لَنَا يَارَبَّنَا مِنْكَ بِخَيْرٍ يَاأَرْحَمَ الرَّاحِمِيْنَ . اللًّهُمَّ اكْشِفْ عَنَّا وَعَنِ الْمُسْلِمِيْنَ الغَلاَءَ وَالْوَبَاءَ وَالْبَلاَءَ وَالطَّاعُوْنَ وَالْفَحْشَاءَ وَالْمُنْكَرَ وَالسُّيُوْفَ الْمُخْتَلِفَةَ وَالشَّدَائِدَ وَالمِحَنَ مَاظَهَرَ مِنْهَا وَمَا بَطَنَ مِنْ بَلَدِنَا هَذَا خَاصَّةً وَمِنْ بُلْدَانِ الْمُسْلِمِيْنَ عَامَّةً إِنَّكَ عَلَى كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيْرٌ .

رَبَّنَا ظَلَمْنَا أَنْفُسَنَا وَإِنْ لَمْ تَغْفِرْلَنَا وَتَرْحَمْنَا لَنَكُوْنَنَّ مِنَ الْخَاسِرِيْنَ رَبَّنَا لاَ تُزِغْ قُلُوْبَنَا بَعْدَ إِذْ هَدَيْنَا وَهَبْ لَنَا مِنْ لَدُنْكَ رَحْمَةً إِنَّكَ أَنْتَ الوَهَّابُ . رَبَّنَا آتِنَا فِى الدُّنْيَا حَسَنَةً وَفِيْ الآخِرَةِ حَسَنَةً وَقِنَا عَذَابَ النَّارِ . وَصَلَّى اللهُ عَلَى سَيِّدِنَا مُحَمَّدٍ النَّبِيِّ اْلأُمِّيِّ وَعَلَى آلِهِ وَصَحْبِهِ أَجْمَعِيْنَ وَالْحَمْدُ ِللهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِيْن.

petik dr blog http://zuhadisaarani.blogspot.com/2009/04/doa-hajat.html

a book worm!

i need to read and read and read

and only 8 more days to go... yet lots of things to cover... and discover..

yesterday was biomass, today gonna be integration and tomorrow hope can cover solar...

Doakan saya! all A's in the making... Insyaallah..

but at this age, my body capacity can only stand up to 8pm and there off you go to la la land with the notes.. hehehe

Four seasons...

four seasons - always interesting to me.. never had this experience before and this is my first time to experience complete seasons this year.. enjoy the pictures..

autumn 2009

 

winter 2009 -2010

Spring 2010

 

*same spot with winter picture kat atas.. 

summer pictures - not there yet!

cun tak? :)

why.. why.. why...

i struggled hard and produced my best report for my biomass assignment, but still got a B for that? I am so frustrated! I want an excellent one... nih rasa nak makan nih...

i got visitors..

zairin & hubby visited loughborough, warwick university to reminiscence their sweet old days.. and they visited me! thanks for the dinner... hope u guys have fun! but today i read from the net that no flight gonna landed and departed from few European countries including UK due to Iceland volcanic eruption.. so highly likely they get stranded too.. so what to do?? hehehe more shopping ker?

what's next...

been thru this..


and this...


now.. experience this.. (early spring..)


can't wait for this..


and longing for this..



and the NEXT most wanted thing to do.... to fly back home and cuddle all of them..

Love u, miss u.. really!!

suddenly...

i am so conscious about getting wrinkle...
so i went out to Boots and get these....



i am so conscious about the scratch marks here and there all over the body..
so i bought a big bottle of this to heal the marks..



i am thinking about life at the old age after watching Grey's Anatomy...
so i wrote those line as my facebook updates.. and freaked out one of my good friend.. hehehe.. sorry mate!

"...when u are getting old... all you got is a bunch of yesterdays and very few of tomorrows..."

i am really really wanting to have another baby...(wish for a boy this time)..
so i removed the IUD last week and started my researches in order to reach my goal...
and started to think how to trim down the excess mass now before accumulate a fresh one later..
and think of how to make?
and when?
 and do and don'ts?
come on babeh! come on..



and finally...
i really want to score in the next 4 modules for my Msc..
and i am reading all of them now!
Pray and wish me luck folks for all A's this semester!!!

tired mind and soul...

i need to sleep!

good night all, even here is only 6:02pm.

after so long...

life here is getting busier and busier each day. My mind is working like never before, so many things to cope with especially tutorials and assignments and also class project. Right now i am screaming like mad for my Wind Farm project.. the MCP analysis (one of its terminalogy) has gone haywire and i do not know what's gone wrong.. Oh God!

Other than that, another interesting story gonna be -  i have moved to a new house with nice layout and big space. Huh! peace of mind. This is truly like living in UK. With big garden at the backyard, with roses planted everywhere.. Feel at home at least. The landlord is an engineer at 65 yrs old. So fatherly and educated. Kind and generous too. We will get new set of mattress tomorrow, Yeay!

What's next? I am longing for my weekend. I want to do some gardening at the backyard and also get a good sleep. Owh, by the way.. Winter Carboot is just started and the location is just 5 mins away from my house..

Walking is good but..

... took my energy, strength and courage more than everything, everytime i walk to class. The journey from any direction gonna be like endless from starting end to last end.. yes, it's the other end of the uni campus... walking down passing by the Forest Road, exit into Ashby road, enter the uni side gate, walk thru James France building, crossing the rugby fields and etc...  yes its an exercise, good good good.. hehehe

And the bad side of it, after i have loaded my mind with all sorts of knowledge in class and my body gets tired, so bus always the alternative. From campus to town cost about 1.50 per journey and temptation passing by the town is so bad! this and that... here goes my pound...

So, to minimise the cost for the above but gonna spend huge sum as long term investment for this, tadaaaaa.... hehehe..

pa, i bought this so we can cycle to desa pandan soon..hahaha.. save energy, less CO2, save the world for cucu cicit..

thank u..
(the para above is just to justify my purchase today...)

Back to school...

I am back to school. Feel young at heart! Ha ha ha..  I have collected my ID, done with Visa scanning and other registration thingy..including course schedule etc. and this morning i am off to city center for Bank Registration etc.. i choose HSBC bank.

About the uni.. it’s a larger uni compares to UNITEN definitely.. and it’s green everywhere coz it located in the middle of wheat field (i guess)  and it’s university in town center. My house is located around half km from city center, within walking distance. and about one km to the uni..

Now,  am connected to the internet from uni library, which located just next few doors from my department.

Classes for today just over and i should get into gear 2 and get all basics knowledge polished... all about EE subjects - circuit, fluid, maths and etc..

So guys, am off to get some reading materials before its too late.. hehehe...

wakey wakey in loughborough..

I have arrived safely in London. Touched down yesterday morning thru Heathrow at 5:10am.. and bus picked up from airport around 11:30am, reach uni around 2:30pm and straight headed my friend's house - Anne's.

My first agenda was joining Raya Open House.. makan nasik beriani lagi tu.. got to know each other, some gossiping and left we back to the rumah tumpangan at around 6pm..

My nose is still adjusting to UK weather.. weather is so nice at around 10 degree C and slightly windy..

and today, our next agenda right after subuh prayer gonna be - Carboot Sale sementara ada.. Anne's going to bring me & Haida to Quorn CBS.. ye ye ye... tengok la nanti apa hasilnya.. and at 10, there's an appointment with the landlord..at the house.. so all things will be moved out to new house today.. gonna be a busy day today and end with another Raya Open House at Markas katanya..

So that's all so far..